Not just one

Gripping my blanket as if for life, shivering and chattering till my bones feel brittle - even in 16 degrees, my problem isn't just feeling chilly alone, is it? A combination of frustration, surrender and insanity. I feel like giving myself a tight slap. A slap I'll never forget, a slap to remind myself for one of the most important lessons in life. But wait, how is it my fault? Nobody ever said 'this' is a crime. Especially not for valid reasons. The criminals are those who take the victim's heart for granted and break it into pieces. Is that a valid reason to hate them at the end of the day? Still the biggest question in my head.

So how many of you out there who are using your lover/partner/friend as an ego booster? Or rather, pursuing someone in hope that your dignity as a MAN will EXIST once and for all. And once you get them you go.. "Yeah.. I stole her heart. Now.. I think I can do better".

There are actually so many of you predators out there. Just be careful. Karma strikes. Take it from one who knows best, and has experience. No point telling you to fuck off because that never works. You guys swarm in like bees.

Please grow an ACTUAL heart. Everything you do, hurt some of us.